PLEASE LUNGS. NAKAKALOKA

Have you ever been to a place full of not comprehensive people? Have you experience talking to them or mingling with them?






Seriously, this is getting on my nerves. Bakit hindi maintindihan ng mga ibang tao ang mga sinasabi namin?! Even the simplest sentence they cannot comprehend. SERIOUSLY MGA PARE! Nakakabobo. Sobrang nakakabobo na to the extent na nasisira ang araw ko. You know that feeling? Na yung araw mo sobrang ganda and then it will be just ruined in a second when someone could not understand any of the words you have just said (as in kill me now moment).






Moreover, my blood pressure literally goes high whenever they cannot understand any of my explanations and everything that even I repeated those 3 times, still they cannot. Yeah, that SUCKS. I mean, everybody in our house feels the way I feel coz we are dealing with same person. My sister even cried when that person didn't understand her explanation. NAKAKABOBO at NAKAKAIYAK.






Meanwhile, our Aunt gets angry when that person can't understand any of our concerns. She just stay away and if he she can no longer bare it, she explains it very very very very well for a million times so that person could understand it.






HAHAHAHA! Grabe no? Sobrang nakakasakit ng lungs!


And ang nakakaasar na part talaga ay yung mag-eexplain pa siya, na hindi daw niya narinig ng maayos, eh wala pa ngan 1 meter yung pagitan! Nakakaloka.




I remember, tinuturuan pa niya yung mga mas may experience kesa sa kanya. I thought he was just making patawa, but OMG, he was serious! I was like... ah ganun ba.




So much for that, we just laugh it all out with my sister and aunt because seriously, HE CANNOT COMPREHEND WORDS EASILY! Bless Him Lord.

October 26, 2010

I found something at Marah's profile... October 26, 2010. It was a very very very memorable day, where I'd finally pass my Math 12 after struggling because I find my Instructor so hard to deal with. Where in fact, way back on my high school days, I was DAMN GOOD in MATH! Seriously. Hahaha. I just didn't know what happened on my first semester in College. BOOOO! So much for Math...

Actually, this was our first picture with mii Love (when he was still, oh well, COURTING)... Haha. It was at McDonalds Laoag at around 6pm. He bought me an ice cream... He bought coffee for himself and a burger... Hahaha. I remember when I asked him if I could drink on his coffee.

Me: dumawat nak man.

Him: Ne

Me: (drinks) Thanks

Him: Yenna naginomam? 

Me: (points the spot) deta ne.

Him: (drinks on the same spot) nag kiss tan. :)

Me: kontento kat kasta? HAHAHA

Him: (blushed) 

Anyhow, there were lots of pictures but I'm so lazy to download it all. So I just did get one. HAHAHA it's enough though. 

I remember, back then, he was still skinny and so shy... I mean sort of SHY. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS BABE :) 

thanks for this Marah. :) I have it all in my Old iphone. But I already gave that to Mae. Thanks for uploading! :) 

I Miss...

I MISS YOU BABE BINTING!!!!!!!

Nevertheless

I miss Vincent so much that I have to print screen his messages when he was making fun of me when he was on his way to Cubao...

Apparently, I was trying to register my another phone to have this unlimited call, but the system was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I don't know. So, I didn't have the chance to speak to him while he was traveling. 

It's really sad when he's not around. It's been two days that I haven't seen him. :(

So, to kill this tormenting sadness, my sister, Mice and I went to have our ManiPedi. :)

My Lazy Brades... I did it by myself. Thanks to my Pek, Eloissa who taught me.

I was texting him, coz he said, he's at Star City...

I have black nails... HAHAHA! It has been requested by mii love that I should have black nails coz he thinks it's pretty.

Anyhow, I also managed to buy presents for him... HAHAHAHA! It's like a big prank because I have two gifts for him...

Mii Love

17th of October around 9 in the evening...when I finally saw this guy who was annoying me.

Well, at first... I thought... he's arrogant, arrogant, arrogant...

I also thought that he was a smoker. LOL (coz there were cigarette butts near him)

But then... he kept on stalking me. Whenever I go... he was there. 

He always call...and he kept calling me "wife". But i kept in my mind that it was only a joke. But again, I was wrong...completely wrong.

Everyday and every night by then... He told me, that deep inside him, there is something that he could not explain...And I thought of LOVE once again..........................

November 2, 2010... I told him that if I see him, I'll be his girl.

UNFORTUNATELY, i did SEE HIM.

HAHAHA (peace babe).

So...from then on...our love story was continued....up until now.

This was our First Picture... he was wearing contact lenses and make up coz he went to a photoshoot. :)

November 4, 2011--2 days after our 1st anniversary... this was our capping-pinning and candle lighting ceremony.

This was his picture when we went to the beach. HAHAHA had to force him.

So, before I said YES to him, I got a tattoo! Thanks to Kuya Christian! :D

December 23, 2010 at our Restobar, this was taken by SIR CALUYA... 

 I suppose this was our 2nd photo, at Robinson...we had a date coz we're too bored and I remember, I ditched my PHILO class. LOLS

At home when we did some NCP's.. you know, I don't know how to make one back then.

After my P.E. class, he's so sweet he came by to see me, and we went to paoay. HAHAHA

HAHAHA! Photobooth-ing. :)

 Photobooth-ing again with babe

 Our 15th photo! 

 Photobotth-ing hehe

 After date...

Before going to a date... he's so sweet...

 I told him to draw lab apparatus for me, and he came by and went home at 10pm. hahaha THANKS BABE!

I hope I could put all our photos here for the world to see, but all those are in his phone... and my phone is not so useful at all. haha

I never thought we could travel miles and miles away... I really never imagined that I could be sitting beside this guy. One of the odds really. And in fact, I hated him when we were in high school! HAHAHA!

Anyhow, I miss him so bad coz right now, he's heading to Cubao. Oh Wells. I love you babe. :* 

Dear Daddy Old

Dear Daddy Old,


We miss you so much... I hope we can still bond around like the old days, when we go inside the chicken farm and chase all the chickens...when you cooked us delicious food...when we play and sing. How I miss those days.

We never wanted you to go so early...we wanted you to stay for a little longer. I knew you could fight more than you could...But I guess, God wants you to rest...For all your pain and sacrifices... We love you so much Daddy old. May you rest in peace.


Love,
ANNE

Against All Odds

I have been in love for the past 13 months... And for the very first time, I was indeed blinded by this amazing fact...that even if love will truly bind us together, lies will always linger.

Despite all the things that happened. The lies of which a person who is indeed not-so-clever-at-all goes to our way, without me noticing it. That person was not vulnerable to my existence, but she ignored it, because she was so depressed and very pathetic that maybe and somehow, someone would make her special again, despite of all her imperfections. However, she had manage to manipulate the brain of the person I love, without me noticing it again. But I came to know everything on the 6th of December 2011. It was excruciatingly painful, where my tears cannot fall anymore because they were stuck...

Everyone feigned everything, as I have told to that person that was involved. Again, she manipulated my brain and make me believed of her. But I was too clever that I told those things she said to my love one, and he confessed everything and I have known that that girl was a big-fat-full-of-lies-and-high-pride-as-the-ifel-tower. My heart was crushed knowing all those... But truly, it was funny--- that that poor girl was being humiliated and being played at all of those 6 days of gamble that she had thought is love.

True enough, I was going to give it up...But my friend called, and he said... "NO, just keep him and everything will be alright, in fact, you have gone so far, and only few people can go that far". And I said, alright... and in fact, I love him with all my heart.

Again, I asked him why did he do it...and so he explained and I totally understood everything. It was not my fault and it was not his either. It was all that gambling that had forced him to do it. Even if that girl was so beautiful outside...so perfect but inside, never mind.

Blogging this does not mean I'm still not over with it. Of course I am, I did this because I want him to know that despite all those inhumane that he have done, I have forgiven him and I want him to know and to remember that I love him everyday... and the fact that he already received his KARMA. hahahaha! Kidding.

Today, I had sworn to my self, that against all the odds, I will love Mark Vincent Lorenzo...

three litol pigs

We would like to thank our very beautiful Mama, MYLEEN DISUANCO, for sending us this very very very very very useful MacBook Pro.


Georg Maximus, 3 years old can use a laptop.

heaven and hell diverged...and crushed me into pieces

Heaven and Hell diverged...and crushed me into pieces.

I cried. 

I breathed hard.

I almost died.

I over dosed a drug.(i'm no pill popper)

Of course... it's not a child's game

Seriously, if I am a nine-year-old kid,  I would be acting horribly to these dramas...

Why does every time I get stuck into this weird stuff they call relationship, why does my pride eventually levels to the ground? 

Probably............................................................................ I don't know.

I'm seventeen, am I not mature enough to be treated well? And as if he cares. Haha.

Litol G-Max

Here's my adorable 3-year-old baby brother Georg Maximus, who possess a very cute, loveable and amazing personality.

 This is Maximus and his ever-supportive dad.

 Maximus with her "Nana Lucing..."

He is so cute and cuddly.
I wonder who taught him how to use the photobooth application in our laptop.

No I am not LIKE THAT!

Your words are crushing me into pieces. They are hurtful. Perhaps tormenting. Did you ever think about those before screaming them on my face?...

I am not an animal. I am a 100% uuman being. I huve values, pauents and etc. Iu you don't like me, you are free to throw me away but never ever say those words to me again. I can't even look my face at the mirror for what you have said. It's like my morality had been buried under the depths of hell. Now see what you have done... 

I am not like that. It's just you who thought if it. It's your mind who made it, not me. It's your mind who created those stories, those images that aren't supposed to be mine. Just a few words for you... BE MATURE, I am NOT LIKE THAT.

Take those back... it's killing me.

ARE-YOU-REALLY-IN-LOVE-WITH-ME?

Aside from being a paranoid, I am also good at hiding my feelings until  I would burst them all out in one day and cry...

You see, I admit...really, that I have been so bitter to this person. Like I've been insisting that my Bibi is still attached to this goddess, since he is always defensive when I link the goddess to our conversation. I've been really observing Bibi since the day we started to date... He acts very strange--uncomfortable to be exact whenever that goddess is near or at sight. As I have said, I am good at hiding, so I kept my excruciating agony on my nose... I attempted to let my attention change and act normally, unfortunately, something has changed in me.

Whenever we had a date, I usually make "tunganga" and act so strange. He asks me why, and I would say, OH NOTHING! it's just my nature. But the truth is, my mind is creating scenes. Scenes like Bibi and goddess are together, very happy like theres no fucking tomorrow. Of course that would torn my heart apart.

I am really weak at telling my real feelings in front of Bibi, because somehow, I have doubts that he loves me or not... I always think that he still in love with the goddess, where in fact, they were the original LOVE TEAM in their own world-- aside from goddess had a boyfriend even before.

I had also nightmares that the two of them are seeing each other since the day that bibi attempted to accompany goddess and have a date with her, I guess. Well, I would be still happy if Bibi will tell the truth that he still loves/like or whatever their links with goddess. That would be the most honest thing that I would be receiving in my entire 17 years of living.








BUT of  course, if that happens, I wont think Twice.


<3 ANNE

PAMATAY na POEM: requested by MICE MADRIAGA

*UNTITLED*

Simoy ng hanging nag-aalab,

Damdamin ko'y tinatangay sa pinakamatayog na ulap.

Anong sigla ang iyong inihaharap,

Sa buhay kong pinuno mo ng maraming pangarap.

Sa bawat umaga ng aking paggising,

Sinag ng araw, humahalik sa 'kin.

Yayakapin bawat minutong paparating

Sapagkat ikaw ay para lang sa akin...

Mundo ko'y umiikot para sa 'yo lamang,

At ang aking mga ngiti'y ang aking pagmamahal.

Bawat minutong lumilipas, panalangin ko sa Maykapal,

Na habang buhay, sa iyo ko lamang iyaalay ang  aking pagmamahal.

P.S. Can't think of any words already. Just edit it. And Give a title.

15-minute EXAMINATION

                CRAP. I am 45 minutes late on my mid-term examination in English II. 

YES, I WAS REALLY REALLY HAVING AN ADRENALINE RUSH WHEN I TOOK THE PAPER FROM THE PROCTOR... I ALREADY GOT 15 MINUTES IN ANSWERING A TRUE OR FALSE RIGHT MINUS WRONG ITEM, A 20 ITEM TEST IDENTIFICATION AND A VERY VERY VERY VERY LONG ENUMERATION WITH EXPLANATION...

Really... this was a torture.

I'll be expecting a failing grade. :'( 

and the saddest part is that all my TOPICS for the research has been REJECTED!

What else can I get today?

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I really effffffff don't know...

*apologies for the harshness

Hey, I'm already 17...

I am already SEVENTEEN.

hurray!

hurray!

:) 

The Taste of Water

Can you explain or describe the taste of water?
Perhaps, you can't... because I can't either. In some ways, I couldn't find any words that is right in describing its taste. Have you ever wondered what would be the best description for the taste of water? If not, you should now.

For 17 years that I have been staying in this solid land, I never thought of its taste since yesterday. And now, I am already wondering and yes, this is stressful in my part. I really want to discover it's description. Is water sweet? bitter? spicy? between sweet and bitter? What??? I don't know really...

You might wondering... WHAT'S THE POINT? Water is water, who cares about its taste? Well yeah, who cares about it anyway? You drink, you live, you fill your hierarchy of needs... that's it. But in some circumstances, I would like to describe the taste of water in my own ways...

Water is the taste of acquiring the greatest victory you have. Like, if you are very tired and already dehydrated, you drink a very cold and refreshing water. And that will make you happy and alive. Water is the sweetest dessert you have ever tasted. Water is the most delicious viand you have ever eaten and water is the most electrifying source of life that helps you to live for a million more days...

:)

1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9

Okay, you really need to stop.

It's already flattering me... :)

You've been stalking me for so many weeks and what are your benefits from it? Tell me! Comment here if what are your benefits. I am very happy if you do so.

If you think that I don't know what are your doing... well, I have a lot of sources also. :)

I know I am ANNE ARTISTA and for some reasons, a lot of people are annoyed, irritated with my name.

So what? make your own name also. This is a free country, you can do whatever you want that would fill up your sanity...that would make you happy... But if the things that makes you happy are the most childish thing on the planet, I don't really care. It's not me that is being benefited or whatsoever. 

So, the 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 of you... Please, comment here. 

Do not be afraid... I am not a lion.

I wont eat you.

But if you don't have the guts to be brave, okay then...

You'll have to make a progress on flattering me... 

I'm going to post a comment and rate the progress of your stalking thing. :)

GOOD LUCK!

1st Essay: Lei Pantasya-- I received a VERY CUTE comment from my Instructor

I have received tons of comments on my compositions since I started to create one. Most of them are average type of comments but this one is very rare and indeed it made me smile and giggle...

Yung Lei Pantasya na composition ko kase ay umiikot sa kwento ni SHENNA. Our instructor gave an assignment kase, make a composition about an athelete who joined in the UNIGAMES who is not in the same college as yours. So, i picked my nanay Shenna to be my respondent. I knew her very well since we were classmates, seat mates, choir mates, minor mate, cheat mate, text mate, coffee mate and other mates. I described her nicely and my words were so flattering in her part. Haha! Syempre nagpa good shot na ako para naman manlibre siya ulit.

When our instructor returned our compositions, mine was graded 1.5 and at the top part of it, may comment siya. And that comment was written in a red ink...

It says: haha :)

Oh, ano say mo? HAHAHAHA! This comment was really cute and very special.

First time ko 'to. I swear! :D 

KAKASA ka BA Sa UTAK BATA?- Katotoku

After reading the article of katotoku entitled "HELLO NAMAN", I have concluded that people really have different perspectives, understandings and etc...

              Natawa naman daw ako nung binabasa ko yung isang linya sa article. Nakarelate ako bigla at gusto kong ishare sa buong mundo kaso walang internet at wala akong laptop na dala. :)) "Marami na rin pala sa mundo ang isip bata na kahit ilang taon na sila parang utak grade 5 pa rin sila kung mag-isip. HEHE. Kaya nga maraming namamatay eh."

            I was like... WOAAAAAATTTTTTTTT?!! I never imagined na may ganitong klase palang article na papayagang maipupublish. Kung alam ko na sanang mas maaga, baka pati mga death threat at mga black mails na-ipa-publish ko na rin!

          Anyway, there's a lesson learned in this certain article. It has been said that some people nowadays acts like a 5th grader, wherein they become/act/think like this or simply immature. Yes, indeed, for some instances, i tend to think like that... I admit it. Ha ha ha. I know, this is embarrassing, but hey, I am not a pretender or whatsoever. :)

         I know the definition of Ethics and I practice the code of ethics. And previously, I dreamed of a scene that everyone became a umpa- loompus (you can relate if you have watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory).

          Hahaha! and the paragraph above has nothing to do with the topic.

LIST OF TOPICS..

1. NU EFFECTIVE MET LANG SUNA NU ADDA WI-FI TI PER COLLEGE IDTA MMSU SIS. NU KASANU MAAPEKTARAN PANAGBASA TI ESTUDYANTE A SIS-- from Mikyong

2. EFFECT OF PLAYING DOTA TO THE FRESHMEN STUDENTS OF MMSU BATAC-- mine

3. TIMBANGEM ITI  REPRODUCTIVE HEALTH BILL VS CHURCH...makamo kat title mon! -- Vincent Lorenzo

BIRTHDAY WISH LIST

Dear Everybody,


            January 20, 2011-- it will be my 17th birthday... and if you're planning to give me a present... the following are accepted.

1. iphone
2. The power
3. Twilight Saga
4. Converse High Cut size 6
5. NANDA (nursing book)
6. CAR (automatic or manual)
7. World Peace
8. Death Note
9. Papaya
10. Braces(again, because I am sick of wearing my retainers)
11. Real Dora
12. Bob Ong Books
13. Jay Panti Books 
14. 10 year-multiple visa
15. ticket around the world
16. 100 000 pounds
17. and a DINNER DATE with VL! 

HAHAHA! is this to much? It's my birthday! :) Thank you so much!

To My VL

                   If only time could fly as fast as the wind, life could've been easier for us... I may sound selfish but this is all I know right now. 

               This is ridiculous but if you try to understand me, you're going to appreciate every single word I make.  It's for the whole world to see and to know, that there is someone here that I adore. Someone that would make me happy for the rest of my life. Someone who would lift me up in every mistakes that I may create. Someone whom I will share my heart and soul...my breakfast, lunch, dinner and even my midnight snack... Someone that I would share all my secrets and fantasies that the world would never now... and only the two of us will.

                 Yes, I am irevocably in love with this person.  He is the best I've ever had in my life. He's the person that makes my heart beats faster and slower at the same time. Though everything he does aren't all as beautiful as I expected... I LOVE HIM no matter what. Of course, I know that this may sound very cheesey but these words are pure. Even the world will soon be torned, he'll stay forever in my heart. Even thousands of people will destroy me or us, I'll fight...even that would send me to hell. 

                 And... I would die if he'll vanish from my sight... For he's the most precious thing (except for my parents and relatives) in the world that I have... that no other things can ever replace it...

If you are reading this VL, please remember...

KOVEN... from the deepest part of my chamber...

and as much as the stars in the sky.
I know someday...we will appreciate each other...forever (if you know what I mean).

Too Much Death Note is AWESOME!!!!

"If the notebook is on my hands... you should've died yesterday."

To Katy Perry

DEAR KATY PERRY,

                Let me get this straight... OH MY GOSH, I really really ADORE YOU! You are the most beautiful and wonderful person I have ever seen in front of the screen in my whole life! Where have you been all along? Well you see, I was watching the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show and I noticed that you were their front act. You were singing the "FIREWORK", which has made me sing it all the time...

                Anyhow, I want to meet you. If GOD will permit, it would be the greatest gift, aside from having a car if my own though... But, really... I want to see you personally and hear you sing. You are like a drug that makes me long for you everytime... Your voice echoes in my head and whenever I see you on the flat screen televesion or even in the internet, I feel happy. I wish I am as beautiful as you are Katy.

              Keep on singing and making everybody happy.... :)


With all the love,
 CHERRY ANNE MADRIAGA

TO THE TWO PEOPLE I KNOW WHO ARE ENROLLED IN BS PSYCH...

THANK YOU FOR TELLING HOW PATHETIC I'VE BEEN FOR THE LAST DAYS...

For the person who called: Thank You, I owe you a frappe.
and
For the person who messaged me: Thank You, I owe you a book...


I know, i know this is too much for you... blogging your goodness for the world to see.
HA HA HA.

Apples...apples

Shinigami-- where have you been?
Please guide my path...
There's something wrong around the world that I couldn't see.
My hands are shaking and my soul is being drenched by the sound of chaos. Its excruciating, agonizing... It seems like everyone around me is Kira... and the best part of it is that, I am the real Kira.

Yes, I am afraid of what might happen.
I couldn't trust anyone right now because L keeps on searching me.
My friends, relatives and other people around are his spies.
As a matter of fact... I will stay calm until the last drop of it will fade away.
And if that day will come, I shall disappear along that winding road and shall come back... with a wrath.

bla bla bla bla....
so much for death note addiction... I should've studied the Muscular System and practiced the Body Mechanics (APOLOGIES if you cannot relate). My gluteus maximus are aching. So with my pectoralis major and minor... well I'm not really sure if its the pecs though.

ANYHOW, please if have seen my shinigami, give him apples...

KOVEN

KOVEN means I LOVE U.

You see, The letter "I" and "L" combined becomes "K" and add OVE... Now it becomes KOVE.
And lastly, turn the letter "u" upside down... it becomes N...

That's how KOVEN works..


CREATOR: MR. NOEL H. DISUANCO