hurray to 4 Months!

It's been a while since the last time I blogged. You see, I was busy because I had to review for my Board Exam last November 29 & 30. It was indeed a dramatic journey for me... And up to  now, I am praying and hoping for the best.

Anyhow, my Bestfriend and I already had so many adventures as a couple.

As all couples would experience, we had our little fights and misunderstandings...but we try to fix them ASAP...

Being friends first before becoming a couple is nice. But being BESTFRIENDS before becoming a COUPLE is extraordinary! 

It is not gross to us when we fart in front of each other.

We share various interests, from movies, music, clothing brands and FOOD.

I call his daddy, DADDY.

I can smell his armpit anytime, but I don't want him to smell mine.

We have so many couple shirts right now.

What is mine is his' too.

and many more.

So our first month as a couple was very tragic.

I was pissed off because i waited for him for an hour, I had so many mosquito bites on my legs...

but then... he came in with a beautiful bouquet of roses. I was speechless...

He also gave me a huge kisses and lots and lots of chocolates, which of course only lasted for a week because I'm a monster.

I gave him banana cupcakes and a little album of our numerous selfies. hahaha

On our second month, he gave me a pair of shoes that I was supposed to buy!!!

Sobrang nahiya ako kasi it was expensive (I'm not bragging). 

and I gave him a box of brownie and my DIY greeting card.

Time flies like butterflies in wind...and we are already on our Third Month. 

Life is hard... we had so many Ups and Downs...unending issues because I don't wanna end them because I'm a girl, and every girl would understand. YAH?! 

JR is very good at surprises. This was by far one of the Best! 

He sent me a beautiful flower arrangement in my revuew class. 

Rizzia and Chiney were his accomplice.

I was like.

Wow kanino yan? Bonggabels itssoooo pretttyyyy.

Turns out, sa akin pala.

I turned red. I was so kilig and all.

I couldn't ask for more. He never fails to make me kilig.

I had my surprise too. I gave him a shirt just like mine in the picture. :) 

Our 4th month was one of my favorite because it felt nice...like the bbq at riverside and all skewered meat and intestines...it also smelled like hazelnut coffee and tasted like coffee jelly. 

It really doesn't matter what we eat and give to each other...What matters most is that we are happy & contented...That we Love each other despite all the odds... that we are still best of friends until the end...

because being in LOVE with your BESTFFRIEND is the most wonderful thing in this world.

LEGIT TODAY 8-11-14

Perhaps you're thinking that we are already a couple.

Well, technically we are...but it was not yet official until this day finally arrived...

You may be seeing us with our hands intertwined...his hands on my waits and I on his...we may be wearing the same pair of shoes, same shirt and eyeglasses... You may see us wiping each other's sweats or whatever... But those days were just ordinary days,we were not yet committed. We just act like one because we knew deep in our hearts that in time, we will be marking a certain date in the calendar each month.

You see, we've been friends for almost 4 years, despite the rough communication we had, despite we did not talk for so long...and I admit that I only remember him when I had no other choice, haha and he knows that. He never failed to meet my demands. He was just one text away and of course I did the same. I will never forget the day when I waited him until 12 midnight so that we could catch up at McDonalds. I was annoyed pero ano pa nga ba magagawa ko eh bestfriend ko. HAHAHA.

He was also the first guy who gave me so much attention and treated me very special. He was the first person who gave me a huge boquet on Valentine's Day. And for those who didn't know, he gave me a huge boquet last February 14,2013. I was surprised because all I thought he will be giving a boquet to the girl he's been seeing not his Bestfriend. I was overly kilig. He also gave me a cake. 

As time flies... I kept on teasing him over the girls I think he likes. I knew all of his secrets and he knew mine. I was happy whenever I see him happy. There was this one girl I like for him... But then, the world began to turn on reverse.... HAHAHA YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

And suddenly, we had  been seeing each other more often. And then I felt a lil bit jealous when he is with someone and stops texting me. That annoyed me so much I cried. 

Oh wait, we started seeing each other more often when I had my previous relationship wrecked. My classmates knows that, because you see, I was open to them. Anyway, I really never imagined that my love for my bestfriend will turn into something that I never really expected.

I tell you, he is the sweetest guy on earth. I remember when he surprised me on my birthday.

And another on Valentine's day 2014

November 2013, during the Unigames, he was always there to support me. Kahit alam kong undoing lang 'yon kasi may kasalanan siya.

And he was present on my graduation. I cried. 

Amd he accompanies me to get my armpit waxed.

And makes a point that he could see me atleast once or twice a week.

For that, I realized that my Prince is just an inch away from me for so long. 

So, March 11,2014 he started courting me. And I also realized that it pays to have a relationship with someone you know very well. Yung hindi ka nahihiyang umutot sa harapan niya. Well he does that to me all the time.

For all those months, we had our ups and downs. I was so atat... I wondered what's taking us so long... I cried during weary nights. Felt depressed when the rain started pouring. But I know, it was all part of the process. 

One day, I recieved a boquet. It was a gift from him because we had a little fight the night before I recieved it. Well, undoing is not a good thing, but you see, I get kilig all over...Undoing isn't that bad afterall.

He never gave up. Even we had many storms...even the universe was against us... We never gave up. We prayed. We fought. And I guess, everything is working well. We are happy... AND WE ARE ALREADY OFFICIAL at 5:30pm August 11,2014.

P.S. 

THIS BLOG WAS MADE FOR 2 months. haha. SERIOUSLY. 

Haters Gonna Hate

Meron akong hater. Ang pangalan niya ay Keith Alcaraz. Isang dating Nursing student ng Divine Word College of Laoag at nagtransfer sa MMSU and currently taking BS Pharmacy.

I don't know her personally. Napansin ko lang siya nung 4th year na ako.

She was one of my bestfriend's past time chix. 

Pero, nung tinanong ko si JR, sabi niya, hindi niya chix. Nahihiya daw kasing umamin kasi alam niyang pagtatawanan ko siya. Ang bilin ko kasi sa kanya, mag chix siya kung mas maganda sa akin. 

But anyways, she's pretty naman din.

And the story started when she became so clingy with my bestfriend. Tapos sabi ng bestfriend ko, sinabi ko sa kanya na wala akong balak makipag girlfriend.

So sabi ko, ah okay. 

Then I became so jealous because he was always with her, feeling ko tuloy pinagpapalit na niya ako sa kanya. I also caught JR na sinamahan niya sa sine si Keith to watch a movie, eh napanood na namin. Sabi naman niya, napilitan lang siya. Okay fine. Whatever. But you see, it all started when JR and I started to have mutual feelings. As bestfriends, we were very comfortable with each other, until we ended up feeling different. Like we loved each other more than best friends.

Eto namang si Keith, nag emote na. Kung ano ba daw sila ni JR. Sabi naman ni JR, there's no US. Nag assume ang ate niyo. Kaya na Hurt. In add niya ako sa FB at nagstalk pala ang ate niyo.

Bigla siyang nagtweet...

"bigbigat isut nakitak nasakit met a"

"Baby kanu ne"

"Sige upload pa"

"Magbestfriends nga ba?"

Deadma lang naman ako, chix lang naman siya.

Hahaha! 

And then, there was a time na tinigilan na ni JR na itxt siya.

Tapos may friend si keith na nag post sa fb. 

Patama post. Eto oh.

Napaka obvious na kami to.

And then, hinayaan ko lang yan.

Few months later.

May nag sabi sa akin na classmate ni Keith na pinag-uusapan daw nila ako sa room nila. Syempre, gulat naman ako. I don't even know them. Hate daw nila ako kasi daw linandi ko yung love niya. Ala? Ana ngarud mabalin nu dakam talaga for each other, ken in the first place, napagsabihan naman si Keith na there is nothing, as in walang label yung kung anong meron sila ni JR. 

Tapos ayun, nagmessage ako kay Keith sa twitter, using JR's account because naka block na ako sa twitter and facebook niya.

Hindi siya sumagot. Blinock din niya si JR at eto ang ginawa niya.

So, hinayaan ko na lang. Di ko naman siya mareach. Taas kasi ng level! 

And then, tinext ko siya. 

And then....

...and inadd ko kasi her friends, pero isa lang ang nag accept. 

And then on June 11,2014 JR and I went to Paoay to have lunch. And then we dropped by at CHS because he was going to give Jay's loomband.

Tapos bigla siyang nagtweet!!

...and one of her friends apparently posted something again. With my initials as her hashtag.

Medyo naging bitch na ako jan.

And then, super pissed na talaga ako, so I posted gila monster ni K Alc. 

Hahahahaha! But dinelete ko agad kasi nagalit si JR. baka daw awayin ako.

Ayun nga, inaway ako. Pero patama lang. 

Eto oh . Sinend lang ng friend ko ang mga to kasi nga nakablock ako sa fb ni Keith. Basta lahat ng galing sa fb na post niya, sinend lang nila sa akin. Nakakatouch

I became angry dahil sa comment ni Maryrose.

So, i decided to post their conversations on my facebook.

So, it became a trending story in their class according to a Friend of mine.

They said daw na ako ang nauna.

I'm trying to figure out kung ano ang ginawa ko sa kanila. 

I cannot remember anything.

And then, sabi ng mga former classmates ni Keith sa divine,  talagang gumagawa siya ng gulo kapag lalake ang usapan. They even told me the reason why Keith transferred to MMSU. I will not mention na lang why because she might get angry with me. HAHAHA

You know, I am aware that what am I doing is cheap. But insulting me and JR on our backs is a different story. If Keith's problem is that JR and I started dating, what the hell?! 

I know that a lot of people started labeling me as warfreak. Its alright. I'm doing this because I have the right to defend myself.

And since some of the people involved there are my facebook friends, I tried sending them a message.

The first one is to Stef Orcino.

I DID NOT POST EVERYTHING BECAUSE MADAMI. 

And I have the right to post this kasi sabi ni Ms Orcino okay lang na ipost.

Here's my proof

Wala akong alam talaga na atraso ko sa kanya. 

Ang alam ko lang ay yung eto

I am doing this kasi gudto ko na sagutin niya ako directly. Hindi yung puro patama. Gaya na naman neto.

The people in the photos started harrasing us.

This is not a revenge, I am just telling the whole story.

Sawa na nga ako magpapansin eh para lang kausapin ako ni Keith ng deretsahan. Hindi yung puro patama at iiwas ng tingin pag nakakasalubong ko siya.

And anyway, baka sabihin niyo na wala namang namention na name sa mga posts niya, Obvious kasi na ako yan. Sabi nga ng mga kakilala niya, mahilig talaga siya magpatama.

I also remember one time, nung birthday ko. Intudo nak kano tay friend na kuna tay friend ko. Diko kasi nakita. Baka pag nakita ko, kinaladkad ko na. JOKE. hahahaha.

I did this because I cannot take her action of lagi na lang nagpapatama eh nagdirect message na ako sa kanya. Why not mag message na lang din sa akin nung nag send ako sa kanya sa twitter. Bakit siya magdedeny eh ang daming nakarinig.

Meron pang isa pala, si Tanya Ponce. Naglalakad daw siya sa catwalk, nakita niya kami ni JR. she said "magkasama na naman sila, nakakainis"

She didn't even realized na close friend ko yung kasabay niyang naglalakad.

I sent her a message on facebook pero na seenzoned ako.

Meron din palang tweet si Theresa Reyes. Diko na naprint screen kasi dinelete niya. Basta sabi niya, nahumaling daw si JR sa braces ko. LIKE WTH?! HAHAHAHAHAHAAH

Okay bye. Pag may naalala ako, update ko tong blog na to. Balikan niyo na lang. Hehehe

Paligid

Ang mundong aking ginagalawan ay puno ng hiwaga. Hindi ko mawari kung ano ar kung sino ang totoo. Hindi ko alam kung pati ako ay totoo o ako na lang ba'y isang ligaw na kaluluwa...

Minamasdan ko ang paligid. Malamig, basa at walang sigla. At dahan-dahan akong napadpad sa isang sulok at muli kong nakita ang mga bagay na paulit-ulot na nagbibigay sa akin ng hinanakit.

Hindi ko lubusang matanggap ang isang bagay lalo na kung ito'y hindi kaaya-aya sa aking paningin. Kahit anong pilit ko pa itong iwasan at kalimutan, ang sakit nito'y nag-uumapaw at patuloy nitong sinasaksak ang aking puso.

Malupit nga ang panahon sa akin... siguro'y wala talaga akong karapatang maging masaya.

Sana nga lang ay dumating ang araw na paggising ko sa umaga'y mawala na lahat ang hinanakit sa aking dibdib...at nang magpatuloy ang aking nasimulang paglalakbay sa mundong alam kong Ko'y magiging masaya.

Pain Killers

It feels like I'm being stabbed slowly with a very sharp knife in my chest. It hurts, I can hardly breathe. I tried to ignore the pain, but it became more painful. I have no one to talk to. And guess what, I think I just lost my bestfriend. 

I know he hates me because I am selfish. I tried apologizing but it didn't work.

And all day, I only got cold shoulders from him.

It hurts. 

I know he's hurting too... but he's vocal. So the pain can easily wear off.

Now, I'm still awake, trying to figure out what will I do.

I want to cry. But I can't.

I want to breathe freely but my chest are tightening. 

I want to eat because I'm terribly hungry, but I can't...becuase it's 12:07 midnight.

I told myself, I should sleep now...but I really can't.

I'm in so much pain.

So much pain... 

I Prayed... It helped me. But when I go through the messages we had... It still hurts. It was colder than ice... Drier than drought... I cannot take this anymore.

My heart struggles so hard. No I am not exaggerating. 

It hurts... 

When it Rains...

My airways are narrowed. I cannot breathe. Hypochondriasis? I don't know. Maybe? 

Well, it started raining and I have hormonal imbalance.

I am depressed. I want to cry. I don't want to talk to anyone. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat.

Too much House M.D. is causing me to diagspnose myself. Hahaha! 

Right now, I am feeling like I have PTSD... i'm having flashbacks.

Okay fine, I'm sad.

Bye.

TEAM GGSS

The best part of my College life is that I learned to develop myself to be a better person...to deal with different people appropriately and to help others without any hesitations...but apart from these... One of the best things that happened in my College life is that I met the two craziest ladies in the world.

They are the best example of bullies.

They are the best example of genuine friends...who does not stop to insult you every minute of the day...who did not miss to pinch, to punch, to slap you every single day...who always make sure to ink you with friendship marks everyday during the last period.

They are my sisters...my partners in crime...my co-bullies...and ang mga kalahi kong MAGAGANDA.

I'm forever thankful that I met them...

My grades became better when I started hanging out with them.

Yep, that's true. They are studious.

We graduated as suma cum laudes...of insulting each other...putting bruises on each other...insulting other people together...laughing at each other...bullying each other...HAHAHAHA

Oh mygosh i wanna cry, i miss you both.

Well you see, we are the prettiest ladies in our school.

Just look at our photos. 

Undeniably gorgeous people.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

LECHE TAWANG TAWA AKO SA MGA SINASABI KO.

Sige na bye. 

To JR

I'm sorry if I lie on things.

Sorry if I had the audacity to say BOARD EXAM and our Pinky swears, when we argue and when you ask me if I'm okay...

Sorry if I keep on feigning during our little fights.

It's because I don't want you to feel bad...but then I realized I just made things worst.

I'm so sorry.

I love you JR

Mother

Happy Mother's day to you mother earth! I love you to infinity and beyond! 

Best of Friends...

"Mabalin agkadwa ta biit, uray 5 minutes lang, adda lang ipakitak".

Okay. Haan nga matuloy lakad kon, anat ipakitam?

"Joke lang, inta man mangan biit".

And then, he acted strange.

He laughed. Smiled widely. Giggled. Held my hand, and laughed again.

I thought he was making fun of me, yet again.

He then became uncomic...

I felt breeze in my spine... He held my hand that was colder than a cadaver's hand...

"dika agsasao, siak lang agsao"

ALA ANAT MAPASPASAMAK?!?! 

And he revealed...

Its been almost 4 years that we have known each other.

Through the happiest and melancholic moments in our lives, we were there for each other.

And that He Loved me more than what I have ever known...

And that he's going to court me even it takes so long...and he pulled a rose. I had a premature ventricular contraction.

...That he wanted to know me more though he knows me so well.

...that he wanted me to feel how much he loves me.

that I don't have to whine when he alleged to wait for me after my class...that even it takes hours fpr him to wait for me because he wanted me to be home safe...

...and everything.

Even if there are hindrances...

He will endure everything just to win my heart.

I cried.

I said nothing.

Then I smiled.

And OMG I'm so kilig forever.

Mama

Magkabilang mundo at pag takbo ng umaga't gabi,

Ilang taong hindi nahagkan sa mga bisig at nasilayan ang tunay na ngiti,

Ngunit sa kabila ng lahat, pag-ibig mo'y nanatili

Sa aming mga puso at isipan, ikaw lamang Mama ang natatangi.

Sa iyong espesyal na araw,

Hiling naming lahat na ika'y lumigaya at sumabay sa mga sayaw,

Nang matangay lahat ng bigat na pasan,

At nang ika'y ngumiti sa iyong kaarawan.

Ikaw ang pinakamagandang biyaya ng Maykapal,

Ang bumuhat sa amin ng napakatagal,

Mahal ka namin higit pa sa anuman,

Mama ikaw ang aming wonder woman.

Happy birthday Mama! 

We love you so much and we miss you!!!

See you soon! 

Love,

ANNE, MAE, MAXIMUS

here's your carrot cupcakes.