We speak of Love...

Life is not a fairy tale. Life has no "and they lived happily ever after". Life is real. Man is the best example of deceit and hypocrisy. Man is filled with so much emotions especially when it comes to love. Man is abusive towards love... whereas man is the only one who can feel this greatest emotion, but man is the weakest in handling love.

Love is not a form of gamble to play with. Love is the power that makes the world continue to move. Love makes everything wonderful... But love is being maltreated by Man. They take love for granted... 

Man speaks of love but man can never define What is Love.

We all speak of love. We all claim that we know how to love. We scream that Love is perfect. But why do we shed tears because of love? Why do we blame love for the pain? We all swear to Love...that we will never speak and feel its power and curse Love forever...

You see, man disrespects Love, that is why Love doesn't love us back. We need not to be decietful, disrespectful and we should not practice infidelity if we want love to love us back.

Life can be a fairy tale... We could have, "and they lived happily ever after..." if we respect love... If we handle love properly and if we give love to the right person at the right place at the right time....

Hashtag TBT

Throwback thursday. 

Enjoy! 

June 2012

July 2012

High school! 2010

2012

Socialization 2012

I dunno when is this.

November 2012

December 2012

Lol. This is not a facial evolution, its THROWBACK THURSDAY. 

HIGH SCHOOL

              I remember when I was still in Ilocos Norte National High School, Special Program in the Arts, when the clock strikes at three, we would ran into the corridors, stairs up to our designated rooms for our major.

            I belonged to the Creative Writing Major class. We had to right many literary pieces, from different kinds of poems to extraordinary novels. We have also read tons of books, from fiction to non-fiction. We also had watched a lot of movies from classic to new generation. We also wrote our scripts and act them out in front of our teacher, which made all of us loathe it for some stage fright.

            Although, stage frights transcended out of nowhere when we were enrolled to our Theatre arts minor. We also had our 5-6pm-choir rehearsal and we had the chance to perform at the Cultural Center of the Philippines during the 1^st ever-international choir competition last 2010. Oh how I miss the old days.

            Anyways, during my creative writing days way back in high school, we always write literary pieces in English and in Filipino. But when we reached our senior year, we were divided. I had to write my pieces in Filipino because I do good things in that matter.

           

            And, here is a photo of my book. To bad all of my copies are gone. 

book launching 

recital and exhibit with sir Lloyd Rosquita

Death Threat from a Complete Stranger

Last August 8, 2013 7:45pm, my friend Jansen tweeted saying that his phone was lost. So, I told him "textak man", then he said yes.

Because I am a bullheaded person, my text message was too harsh and I offended the person who has Jansen's phone so bad and he continuously sent me death threats.

At first, I wasn't terrified because that person doesn't know me. However, the person's attitude was over the top. It was very annoying... So, I apologized... Yes I did, like 10 times in order for him/her to stop his/her threats on killing me.

The following photos are some of the threats I've received.

(the green colored text box is me, and the white is the person who found Jansen's phone)

I was going to ignore it but it gave me the chills when that person knew about me.

How did he/she do it? My address and other information on facebook is hidden. This shit is serious, right?

So I immediately called the my Tito who is the chief of San Nicolas, at first, he laughed at me and then I told him I'm friggin' nervous, he called the CIDG and all...

Meanwhile, a text message was again sent by the person, it says.

"Mam madriaga, paki claim na lang itong cellphone bukas sa cidg.tnx"

I was a bit relieved by this however, my Tito told me that there was no cellphone surrendered at CIDG so he advised me not to reply any message coming from that person and he'll make sure I'll be save because I told him, for me, even if that person is playing games, it's a serious shit.

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Monster Mouth

Few days ago, I've been trying to ignore every bit of triggering factor that would cause my mouth to speak out oppressive words.

I  know, I've been so bad but all these badness is caused by the annoying, maddening and overly irritating situations and people. I've been trying to hold my temper... I've tried to ignore... I really tried, but it so hard because these things already reached my nerves and I couldn't hold myself back.

I've been praying to Him to help me find a way to cast this bad behavior of mine... I've been and I am still trying to cast it 6 feet below the ground.

CHITO MIRANDA

Sir Chito,


Idol parin kita kahit anong mangyari.

-Anne

To the readers

Hi.
I know I've been so provocative and displaying a very unacceptable behavior... I apologize for that. I am not perfect. I am just triggered by the extreme factors that pulled the monster out inside of me.
If you got ofended to my previous post. I'm sorry. Although I did not name names, I just wanted to say Sorry...

I realized that everyone has the right to act differently. I will just understand everybody even if I really don't understand the things that have caused the huge chasm.

I also realized how bad my behavior is.


So help me God.
Again, I'm sorry for those trigger that I have pulled.

Just a thought...

Every night before I send myself under my covers, I always think of what have I done during the day. Have I done something right, something wonderful or something absurd...

Everyday I make it to a point that I'll be laughing on the top of my lungs and stay happy all day. But whenever the moon is up, I always think of my frustrations in life... and I always think of my last year in College... of my difficult subjects...the Board Exam. Every night I always pray for guidance and that I will make it through these challenges... that one day, I will make everyone who had spoken every discrimination against me/us will eat all they have said.

And I know, in my heart... I will make it.

IPUPUSH ko YAN GIRL! :D 

You're Love Never Fails

This song was introduced to me by MJ.
Hi there MJ! (I just thought that you might be a reader of my blog, harhar)

Since then, this was my lullaby.
It creates a staggering world, where I could feel bliss...I could see the light which has been hiding from me for a very long time. I could forget every pain I have...every burden I'm carrying...I could forget every lurid dreams and reality...


When I lie down...and plug my earphones, I start to enter a different world.
No worries.
No tears.
No suffering. Just pure happiness.

Try to listen and create your own world too. :)

Princess Sarah

This photo is the Princess Sarah cast.
Upper right is Sarah.
Upper left is Ermengarde.
Lower right is Lavinia.
Lower left is Princess.


I miss you girls!

Grey

Have you ever been in love to a character in a book? Have you ever imagined yourself as Annastasia Steel at 50 Shades of Grey and let your inner goddess do the most outrageous cartwheel in the world...or feel the extraordinary love of Mr. Grey and be in his fairy-tale-like world?


This had been a great adventure I have taken... Years ago, I've started reading books like, the alchemist, the prophet, tuesdays with morrie and many other books which I can't even recall now. But anyway, 50 Shades of Grey gave me a pain and joy-- Head over heels, tears, anger and fear.

Of course, I am not going to spoil things up because I know, there are still a lot of girls out there who are still reading the trilogy. And OMG, I was infatuated with Mr. Grey...and everytime I close my eyes, the first person that comes in my mind is Alex Pettyfer.

OMG he's so hot I'm drooling LOL just kidding.

Anyway, when you are still reading the book, read every page of... Don't try to skip a single page or else, you'll going to miss half of your adventure.

WELCOME HOME!

Tita Grace, Anne (that's me), Anty Lucy, Tita Zaren, Tita Weng, and Grandma Liza

I missed them! welcome home! 

My gorgeous Tita Zaren, and Oh, she's only 17. :) 

Vaining. LOL 

Butterflies and stuff

When will this feeling be casted away by the dementors? I mean, when will the dementors visit me and take away all these butterflies in my tummy...

I've been having a hard time to catch my beddy byebye land for quite some time. I've been spending too much on staring a beautiful thing...I couldn't resist. If only I had Hermione's wand and casted a spell just to stop this urge, I would have done it right now...

Or perhaps Ms. Lestrange could cast a spell over me, or a hocrux take over me to divert this feeling...and let the butterflies vanish.

Why would a muggle could be so beautiful... That even a pureblood could have butteflies in their tummy. And now, a dementor came and kissed me... I thought then butterflies vanished... Then I saw that beautiful muggle... Those butterflies are still there...flying in my belly.

How could be a muggle be so powerful...that even purebloods and magic cannot cast the spell that has thrown...
This beautiful muggle had even invaded thy mind and keeps on running and running. I couldn't sleep...

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Sabi ko nga, hanggang crush na lang ang magiging role mo sa buhay ko...
Wala eh, hindi mo na ako mapapansin. Nakakadevastate... Sabi nga ni Sir Ricky Lee, sa limang tao, apat ang nadedevastate tungkol sa factor na ito... Kasali ako sa apat.

Ni hindi mo mapansin ang aking presence kahit todo papansin na ako sa 'yo. I don't know if you're manhid or blind... At hindi mo man lang marecognize ang aking pag eefort.
At dahil sa frustation, gumagawa na ako nito na dapat talaga ay hindi ko gagawin. Eh wala eh, nakakasakit ng damdamin. Lagi akong nag -ggm tungkol dito... Feeling ko sobrang irritated na din ang mga friends ko. Haha!

But anyway, hanggang crush na lang kaya ang role mo sa istorya ng buhay ko?
Hanggang pasulyap sulyap na lamang ba ako sa mga photos mo?

Tutal alam ko din naman walang patitunguhan itoat ako'y maiintriga na naman...
Feelingera kasi ako eh, di kita maabot DJ... kaya ayun, hanggang crush na lang forever...

SUMMER AFFILIATION

Here some videos made from my 2013 Summer Affiliation at Manila.
Enjoy watching!


NCMH intermission number


Let's Get Retarded


Gentleman with Kuya at La Casarita

NASAAN...

Minsan naisip ko, tama ba na ang isang tao ay malunod na lamang sa kamangmangan at intindihin na lamang ang mga bagay-bagay na ginagawa ng iba dahil ayaw mo ng gulo? Oh kaya ipilit mo na lamang na intindihin ang iba upang hindi lumaki ang butas na kanilang ginagawa? 

All this time, akala ko ako ang tama. Akala ko, ang lahat ng ginagawa ko ay makabubuti sa akin at sa iba...Ngunit ngayon ko lang nalaman na hindi. Ang lakas ng impact na nagawa nito sa buhay ko. Para bang nagising ako sa isang mahimbing na mahimbing na tulog mula sa kawalan. Ilang taon din pala akong nabulag at nawala sa katotohanan. Ilang taon akong nabingi...nawalan ng malay... At ngayon, may isang malaking butas na pala sa aking harapan na kailangan ng masinsinang repair.


Tumingin ako sa salamin... eto na pala ako. Parang hindi ko na naalagaan ang sarili ko dahil sa mga desisyong ginagawa ko. Akala ko it was a healthy thing to do. I was wrong...And now, I'm suffering from an excruciating pain... A pain I had felt a few years back... I never thought na ma feefeel ko ulit itong pain na ito... It's hard.Kahit nandiyan ang mga supportive friends ko, they would never understand this shit. 

Nasaan nga ba kasi ang hustisya sa factor na ito.
Nasaan nga ba kasi ang tamang paraan upang maging maganda ang takbo ng mga bagay-bagay.
Nasaan nga ba kasi ang tamang nilalang na pupuksa sa lahat ng mga kamangmangang ito...

Nasaan.


Eh parang wala eh... 

Tricycle Driver's Rule

I went to my dentist earlier today to change my elastics. After that, I went to SM hypermart to buy some sushi, but there was no sushi. I was devastated because I could not satisfy my cravings. Its been ages since I ate my last sushi. Well anyway, when I went there, I hired a tricycle since I don't have a car.

Usually, I'm paying Php10 because I'm a student and every tricycle driver has an I.D. like thingy that is hanged in their tricycle which contains their prices in hiring them.

For regular people, the fare would be 11 pesos.
For students and senior citizens, it would be 9 pesos.

Eh ngayon, I paid 10 pesos. Tapos sabi niya, "Eleven ading!" grimacing face with a slighlty high tone voice.
I said, "Manong student nak".
He said, "Awan ading pinag seseran, awan nukwan." Scratched his head with a grimacing face and high toned voice.
Then I said, "ay? Ganun?"

Bibigyan ko na sana ng 100 para mas lalo siyang mabwiset but I gave him 50 pesos and recieved my change. I was about to picture his face but he drove very fast so I only took his tricycle's photo.

Sayang kaya yung piso ko. And when I went home, I asked the other manong tricycle driver if magkano ang fare.

Sabi niya 11. Banat ko naman, Student naman ako manong, and sabi niya, "ay, 10 nukwa ading."


Kahit sabihin niyong piso lang yan, hindi uubra sa akin yan. Hindi mabubuo ang 10 pesos pag walang piso no! Hahaha

And natutupad lang ba ang rule na 9 pesos ang fare ng students kung may pasok? Eh di sana linagay din duon na "Students 9 pesos--KUNG MAY PASOK!" .

The Spontaneous Outing (2 Friends Missing)

After all the beach and road trips I had, I finally craved for a swim in a pool. But, I didn't want to add more sun burns on my skin so I asked my friends if we could have a night swimming at the nearest resort in the city as soon as possible.

So, on the 1st day of April, I was filled with fools and stuff. However, it was also reported that the CETC (the biggest building at MMSU) was burning. I thought it was a prank since its April... But everybody was talking about it, like "OMG THE CETC IS ON FIRE HUHUHU" or "THE CETC IS ON FIRE! NO MORE MINOR SUBJECTS!" and the like. I also heard the fire trucks' siren on the other side of the long national road and what assured me is that the ABS-CBN crew went at the site also. For more details, you can read Mr. Herdy Yumul's blog at riknakem.net

Now, you see, after I did all my errands, I went home, packed up my things, put on my bikini and went to Midland resort which is located at San Nicolas, Ilocos Norte near the boundary of Batac and San Nicolas. Sorry, I don't have a photo of the signage. We were all there--Zhazha, Kenzie, Eymard, Tine, Gelia, Greggy, Vanessa, Her Boyfriend and My Twin Sis.

Okay... The thing here is that Rizzia and Gedra were missing. Rizzia was the one who sent group messages which contained the plan that we will be having a night swimming and so on... Gedra was sick so she didn't come. Well, for Rizzia, because she is so maarte like me, her Mom accidentally locked their room and things went wrong. Rizzia did not showed up. I was insisting her to come even if its already 6:30. She's so maarte kase, she missed all the fun.

Actually, this blog is for her. I'm making her inggit even more even if she had seen these photos. Hahahaha

Oh anyway, photos are not mine. I grabbed them from Kenzie and almot of our photos were taken by Eymard (her boyfriend).

Top: Greggy, Gelia, Zhazha, Me Bottom: Tine and Vanessa

Eymard and Kenzie

Hahahaha! this photo was a failure! But I like it!

If you noticed that my sister is not in the picture, she's there but she's hiding because she didn't make paalam to her boyfriend. Hahaha OOOPPPSSS!!!!


Hi Rizzia! This is for you my friend! Hahahaha! You know that I love you and I want you to envy us so bad because of not showing up and I kept on insisting you to come. Para naman mafeel mo na love ka namin, tagging you is not enough, so this blog is for you! Mwaaa! :)))

Summer it is II ( sunkissed skin)

Day 1 was a blast... But day 2 was even better.
Well, even if the plan was a bit disorganized and quite chaotic, I had fun!
We all planned to travel at 5:30 in the morning so we could have a place at pagudpud. Sadly, everybody had their hard drinks last night and they woke up so late. I was very pissed because I was so excited to wear my bikini and to lay down on the white sand of pagudpud! HAHAA!

We ended up traveling at 8:00 am and Hannah's beach resort was already full. We ended up parking and the very end of the island and we had no cottage. We just sat on the back of our pick up and placed my little umbrella. It was a great mess and I was blaming everybody for not waking up so early. And if all of you including them happens to read this, NOW YOU KNOW Guys. HAHAHA!

Fortunately, a very kind woman offered the cottage infront of their house and we used it for FREE!
Hurray for that kind woman.

The beach was so blue and refreshing even if the heat was stinging my delicate skin ( CHAROT!). I had to wear my long sleeves and animal print sunglasses which I snatched from my Mom when she had her last vacation. I also applied a lot of sun screen SPF 100 to make sure I wont get any tanner.

Well, I did not take off my long sleeve because I was too afraid of getting my skin tanned even more. So, I just went to the beach with my long sleeve and my swim wear beneath that.

The water was cold and refreshing but it badly hurt my eyes. It was extremely salty unlike the other beaches here in Ilocos. I had to use my shades in the water but it was no use, so I snatched my brothers goggles. Hahaha!

yep, this is me before and after swimming. (Before in white long sleeves)

I see what you did there Tito Ferdie.


After playing under the sun for a couple of minutes, we packed our things, waved good-bye to the beautiful beach of Pagudpud and went straight to the famous Patapat bridge.

It was yet again, very refreshing. I nearly cried and wished that my boyfriend was there at that moment. But you see, I enjoyed my summer get away, even if my skin went darker.

We also stopped at Burgos light house to watch the sun depart from the skies. It was a wonderful thing tobwatch. It relieves your pain inside abd it just melts your heart away from those misery and troubles... Summer is really a precious time of the year and all I want next summer is to have a perfect vacation with my loved ones. 😊