Days pass like butterflies in the wind, days pass swiftly and leaves bitter-sweet memories...
Last year (2012), I have faced many challenges. I told myself, the odds are not in my favor. The family company has burned out, we have been robbed, and the love of my life permanently moved to a place far from the Philippines. However, despite all the odds that are against me, I am still here, fighting for my dreams... Now that 2012 is just a part of the history, I will make my new year a productive one. Although we are facing the financial scarce in the family, I know God has all the reasons why we are in this situation. God has other plans for us and I know He is always with us no matter what.
This year, all I wanted is that my Mom remains okay at London... that she will be able to endure all the problems that may come and that she'll remain strong even we are far from each other. I know God protects her all the time and she will be forever included in my prayers. I love my Mom so much and I missed her. I wanted also to have enough money so that I could travel or we could all go to London to see her to end up our longing for each other.
This year, I also want my Step father to be okay, that he will be an open minded person...that he will listen to the comments and suggestions of the people around him. That he will be able to realize everything he says and does. And that he will be an honest man or even be honest to himself. I hope he will be a better person this year and that he will not be repeating the same errors he have done for the past years... I know it will never be late.
This year, I want my sister to be strong, to be expressive and above all be positive at all times. I know she can but she just over think things.
This year, I wish my father will keep his promise. I wanted him to pay my affiliation fee as what he has promised last summer of 2012. My affiliation is getting nearer. I know my father is going through a lot of things, and he is also studying law at the moment. However, it's time for him to fulfill his role as our father... I love my father so much, but today, I need his financial assistance.
This year, I wish that our relatives will start talking to our other relatives... I mean those who had fights, those who haven't talked to each other for years. It's time for them to reunite and have peace in their hearts. Misunderstandings and gap between families creates distance among its members... I don't want awkward moments when we will our family reunion.
This year, I am hoping the best for me. I know I will pass all my subjects this semester and I will be able to attend the Summer Affiliation at Manila. I know I will surpass all the challenges that will come and I know that God is with me all the time. Also, I know my relationship with Vincent will be stronger than ever despite the distance we have. Distance does not matter really, it's all about the trust and commitment.
Well, I hope that my family will have the best f 2013 and God is with us!
Happy New Year Everybody!
