Babe

I need to be strong... I need to face the fact that you are leaving...again. I know this is for your future and you promised that you will come back and make it OURS. Yes, I will wait...whatever it takes, because you are my life.

My only wish is that you'll stay true to yourself and hold unto your promise. You know that I can no longer take any pain because you already know that I have a condition that is inevitable. Of course, I will keep my promise too. I love you. You know that.

Eventually...

Since I have been very idle in the world of writing, I saw a post here on facebook and it opened my heart to write something. I wanted to post this in my blog but I don't know if my ipad supports blogspot. Anyhow, I remember my teacher in Rizal, he always tell, "magsulat kayo..." Sabi ko naman sa isip ko, "ay, napagdaanan ko na yan, I even published my own book..." pero sa kasamaang palad, nawala na yung kaisa isa kong kopya at hindi ko na rin mahanap yung manuscript ko na puno ng red mark dahil sa dami ng edits. HAHAHAHA!

At this moment, I should be reading my NCM SURGERY AND Health Economics. Pero dahil full charge na naman itong assistant ko, mamaya na lang siguro mag-aral. Before I saw the post, i was busy checking tqe website of maugo, sabi kasi nu mama i check ku. Naaliw naman ako. Parang gusto kong bumili, o bilhin lahat kaso wala naman akong pera. Hahaha, sana umulan ng pera. :)

I don't know, wala na namang sense to. But I feel happy doing this. I feel relieved from all these problems that I have. Also, I am on the verge of trying to believe that someone already went to his eternal sleep. Tito Alex, one of our closest employee and friend. He's kindness is priceless... It's just so sudden that his mission in this world is done. May he rest in peace.

Now, since it's late and I have a 7:30 class tomorrow, which I always enter the class so late. So, I have decided to be on time. But for sure, makakatulog na naman ako sa klase... Anyhow, before I'll hit my sacks, I remember the post I saw on facebook. I decided not to post this blog on my fb account anymore. Since my ipad supports the blogspot pala, I'll just post it here para naman ma update tong boring kong page. Naalala ko bigla yung boypren ko... Si Vincent. Ilang months na lang, he'll be going back to Canada. :( Kakalungkot pero ganun talaga. It's his choice to leave... And I'm happy for him. I hope our relationship will be tighter and stronger, and I hope I'll be strong also... I have started to count...eventually.

20th of January 2012

Today is my 18th birthday. When I was 15, they asked if I wanted something for my 18th. I said yes... And they planned a huge party to be held at some place which any girl could ever dream for. Today is my 18th... Luckily, I'm still alive, but I'm terribly sad. There were promises that I have kept in my heart... that for years that I have been waiting for those to come, is not coming.

I'm 18, and I couldn't get what I want... for this is the most exciting age of all girls in the world... Being legal.

Today, I just turned 18... january 20,2012...
I thank my Dad that he saved my life and wanting me to live on earth...
And Now, the best and most painful gift that I had, is that I have known the truth of all the things they have introduced.
Now I know the reason why I had a very memorable childhood "discipline" which was totally not all...

Thank You for That.

Rizzia turns 18

Rizzia Lorayne P. Jerez was a former messaging friend of mine. We started texting way back in high school thru my friend Petit. Now, in college, we finally met and we became classmates and good friends.
Rizzia is famously called as Xang, which I don't really know where and when it began. Basta ako sunod na lang sa uso. HAHA

Anyhow, Xang is smart, very friendly and of course she's a very very very good friend! We are seat mates, so we share ideas and sometimes, even answers. LOL

The most special thing about her is that she's so cool! I really like it when she's like that. She got swag too! (what's swag anyway? hahaha)

When we are about to go home.

Glazel, Me, Chiney and Eloissa

Eloissa, ME, kid, Rizzia (birthday girl), Chiney and Josh

Message to Rizzia...

Diana, April, Eloi, Me, Xang and Chiney

How I wish I rotated this....

18 hugs! <3

Zharmaine, Diana, Rizzia, Eloi, Me, Pupa and Josh

I can't remember what on earth are we doing here. LOL

at the back... Stephanie, Diana, April, Glazel and Rizzia

sitting: Gelo, Eloi, Me, Chiney, kid, Josh

We were making dares for the games. :) 

Happy 18th Rizzia!!! I love you. :)