Anytime...

It seems like everything is going to end anytime.

We'll never know when...but it's getting there. 

And for that moment, I want that each day that I'm still breathing, I want him to feel and know that I love him as much I have loved him for the first time.

I want him to know that I care for him... that I need him...that he makes me happy and sad at the same time...that he makes me laugh and cry...that he makes a premature ventricular contraction in me when he says he loves me...that I want him for the rest of my life.

I want to stare him each time he's by my side...because I love his eyes, his eyebrows, his nose, his cheeks, his lips, his smile...i love everything about him. 

I want him to know that whenever I stare at him, I am thanking God for giving me such a wonderful gift. For giving me the person I wanted to be with... 

I want him to know that everyday, he is my sunshine...that whenever I wake up next to him, my heart calms and he takes away all the worries and sadness in me.

I love him so much. 

I want him to be aware of everything...because we will never know when it is going to end.

We will never know...

I want to tell him that I am hurting too...but it's okay. Because life is like this.

I want him to know that even though it hurts so much, I will not stop loving him...even if he decides not to love me anymore...because I know, anytime, everything will end...

...but nothing's going to end for me--- because Love keeps me going...

Because loving him makes me stronger and makes me weak...makes me laugh and cry...loving him makes me happy...loving him makes me whole.

Because anytime...it's going to end...

But my Love won't...