After I had been in a 2 year-serious-relationship with a fucked up guy.
Our break up was really tragic in my part.
I had to move on so hard. I cry like everyday and I've been so skinny and ugly before. It is very painful for I have loved him like no one in the world could ever imagine... So much for this bla bla bla...
At my first semester in college, I had two stupid relationships. HAHA! Wherein I had to break someone's heart because of my stupidity...And of course at present, I finally found what I love. What I want. What I like and Whom what I want to be with...
Indeed, I love him very much... I don't know where on earth I could find the words that would fit in here... The feeling is unexplainable. Or perhaps I could describe it as winning in DOTA and bragging it into the whole world. Or maybe winning 1 million pounds in a lottery ticket. Every single thing about him makes me happy. Though I am so selfish, cold, paranoid, stupid, fucked up, drunk, or whatsoever... I LOVE HIM to the depth, breath and height that my soul could reach when the feeling is out of sight...
YES, of course he is....
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