For 12 months, I have longed for you...
and for a month, I have you... in my arms and in my heart. But those precious moments that I have considered where so meaningful. Nonetheless, those for you were not.
You avenged (well not literally) for yourself for the selfishness I have done a very long time ago. That I have thought was already buried deeply within the earth...
And for that again, we suddenly transgressed and shared our thoughts together and solemnly intertwined for the real thing. Yes of course I was the happiest person on earth. I can't sleep because of this exaggerated feeling. My eyes were like the stars above. My heart and my soul reaches for the reality and the never-ending fantasy at the same time. Indeed, I am deeply in love with that person.
As much as I love my self, I love him even more... Every single day, I love him with all that I am. Every night I pray that someday we would vanish in this real world and saunter through our fantasies. That is how much I love him.
BUT in some circumstances, my world began to turn in circles. He suddenly vanishud. He was gone.uHe doesn't loue me anymore... And he confessed that what he did was what I did before. Yes, indeed... History repeats itself. But whatever happened to us. Whatever he does now. Whoever he dates now... He is still the only exception...
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